we broke up. or rather, he broke up with me because he decided that it is the best option for now. he doesn't want to keep hurting me, and he thinks this will be the best way to get his space without doing that. he says that every day he's reminded of me and he feels like he's dragging down my life by pulling me along on a break, so a break up is ( Read more... )

the past few days have been kind of skljgldg, so i thought i'd update in one cumulative post, so you didn't get my day-to-day mopings ( Read more... )

brian called me at eight AM this morning to tell me that he was on his way to pick me up and that we were going to IHOP for breakfast. it was actually really nice, and i had fun. after, we went to petco to visit the aminals and that was fun, too, and he said that he had a good time, too ( Read more... )

i'm still cranky tonight. i'm sorry that i am subjecting you guys to my crankiness. it's just.. i KNOW this sounds so fifth-grade, but i'm jealous. because my twinnie prettyin_prada talks to kristen a lot, and kristen allllways posts about it. and they have all these inside jokes, and they act all super buddy-buddy. and it's frustrating, because twinnie is my ( Read more... )

i feel kind of crappy ( Read more... )